Had another busy day at work, which is great. Grateful for my career.
I just finished reading this insanely tragic story on reddit about this man who lost 800k. His posts starts in 2021 and goes until 2023. With every post I read I felt sicker and sicker, I felt the devastation and my stomach turned thinking what this addiction can do. He lost his wife, his child, in so much debt.. I hope he’s ok wherever he is now on his journey. Just more motivation to never NEVER go back to this.
I’ve been doing well on not getting the urge to gamble..keeping busy. Working on being more conscious every day.
Saw this quote today:
You must let the pain visit
You must allow it to teach you
You must not allow it to overstay.
For me – the pain is the guilt and disappointment I have for my actions for getting into this 35k debt.
I am learning from my actions. I’m working on the conscious aspect of my brain, daily affirmations. Staying busy, getting educated.
BUT I’m not going to let the guilt/disappointment (pain) convince me to try and “win it back” or pretent this money didn’t matter.
Well, off to bed I go.
I hope whoever reads these words finds some strength in them.
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