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I would go crazy if I had access to gamble every day. Good that you self excluded. It would never gave worked out otherwise.  Are there any steps that you could take to have them limit your access to your funds for a while so that you have a double barrier in place? Take whatever steps are necessary to keep access to a minimum and you will be much better off both financially and spiritually in the end. Good work. It is hard.