I have had a lot of trials and anger and I gamble because I am not happy. Lost my way and depressed. I have tried a hundred times to get back on track. I am an intelligent person and on the outside successful. I was raised a by narcissistic parents and my first marriage was abusive. My new relationship tends to be all about my partner. I do not assert myself very well. I get angry and gamble to release stress and take a vacation from my issues. I feel I am being controlled by my emotions, expectations and fear. I love my husband. I just feel me needs are not being met so I get rebellions….I have tried everything and I just give up and go to gambling when I am very frustrated.
