[Losingitslowly]

I passed the small daily test yesterday of being at home, alone, and not giving in to the urge to “relax” after a hard at work with a little recreation. I instead did dinner and some much needed vacuuming, and even washed my front hall floor. I followed up with vacuuming and washing my kitchen floor this morning. The feeling of small victories and a clean kitchen is enough to get me through the day, and even though I know I have a nasty bill downstairs that I have to take care of today, I will get through. I am going to get through my day 5 with hope and a clean kitchen. What more can a girl ask for? I hope everyone has hope and strength and is gamble free today.