[notyoung56]

Am I looking at the wrong place again?
On a second look, I do feel more relax, less anxious, fearful, stressful and worried now.

Have I lower my guard, vigilant, alert and protection?
Am I getting relax, complacent and careless?
I am afraid my answer is Yes to the above questions.

My answer to “should I gamble today” should be a firm and decisive No
and Not: Yes and No Maybe, Yes and No but…
I should not feel that the warning, the law, the guideline, the rule is mean for other people and not for me.

My ways are wrong!
I need to pay attention, I cannot be lazy to spot sign of lapses in my recovery.