Hi Romana
I am so pleased you are feeling better, it is important that you keep your spirits up.
It is also important that you protect your own finances and possessions while he is under the same roof.
Is there anybody where you work that you can talk to or a friend you can trust.
Maybe you could find a Gam-Anon group, which is the sister to GA and offers support to Friends and Family. it is good to be in the same room as people who understand you. I feel as though I am sitting in the same room as you when we ‘talk’ but I know it isn’t the same as physically being with someone.
Keep posting and talking Romana, I can hear in your words that you are strong but this is a very difficult time for you.
As Ever
Velvet