I myself got 18 yesses the first time but after a few months more i got all 20.Sounds like you stopped for a while even though you are not strictly following many of the principles that a lot of us use not to gamble. I dont want to repeat a lot of them right here as many of my friends here have already told you them but a few I would like to hit on are these.You should really tell your wife now. If she finds out about it from somewhere else it will be much worse.She may be really mad for a while. But in the end she will be a lot of help.Anoither big one is dont associate with people who gamble it will test and tempt you into things you dont want to do. Stay out of places that have lottery and if you think you are going to gamble on the internet. The best thing to do is get rid of your laptops and internet.I only go on here when my wife is watching what I do.I also give all money control to my wife. I know this sound like a lot of stuff to do.Some people do a 12 step program. Well I hope you make it another day.Talk to you later