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#7962
Hawkman
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I can relate to many posts. I had stopped going to casinos in June and then went this past week and lost a couple hundred that I don’t have. I have debt I need to pay off but keep going to the slots. It’s insane. No, it is an addiction. I admit that now. I did before but don’t think I really felt it. I struggle to stop when I start pushing the slot machin buttons. I blow it all and then leave and get more money and go back. 

On a good day I hit a $100 jackpot and tell myself I am quitting. But, then a few weeks or month later I am back. Then I start chasing my losses. 

I have to accept I struggle so much to stop when I start gambling that I cannot start. Thanks all for reading.

I am only 1 day clean but plan to stay this way for good. I have to before I lose it all and get even further in debt to the point I can’t get out ever.