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After 8 years and over $500k, thinking of hanging myself.

My Journal

RE: In 8 years, I have lost over $400k on just Pokies (slots).

Ps: English is not my first language so please excuse any grammatical and structural errors in my journal.

Today was when everything finally fell apart when my massive secret got exposed. There are 2 parts to my journal:
1) Pokies (slot machines) when I lived in Australia
2) Online gambling when I came back to Malaysia

I JUST WANT TO DIE:
I could not stop thinking about hanging myself, cutting my wrist, or jumping off a building. I would have done so if it wasn't because of my truly...