Confessions of an Online Gambler - Day 1
I've decided that today is the day I want to and need to stop gambling. I've gone to therapy in an attempt to quit and it didn't help. I've borrowed money from my wife once to pay off some debt and
continued to gamble, thinking I could win money to pay off the rest. I'm extremely worried she'll leave me if I ask for her help again. I've failed her as a husband and as a man by not being able to
control this addiction. I now owe about $17,000 USD in credit card debt and don't have the money to pay it. I have no idea what I'm going to do next but I know that I need to stop.
Gambling is hurting my family and it's just a stupid thing to continue doing. There is no winning when it comes to gambling and I need to remind myself that every time I even think about doing it.
Hoping this journal and the support from the forum will help me quit for good.
Side note: Is it just me or does this text entry form just continue to keep typing, forcing you to hard enter if you want to go to the next line?