So it’s day 2 since I’ve gambled. After losing 9k from my savings, and leaving myself with 2,500. Just need to keep reminding it was money I made from gambling anyway. Haven’t eaten since it happened and barely slept but I don’t feel tired. The sinking feeling in my stomach wasn’t as bad today. Got the weekend off but I’m not worried I’m going to gamble. Have gamban on my phone which is the only place I gamble just In case. At this point I think I feel sad just because I think I should be sad. If I’m good with my money I’ll have the money back in 2 years and now and it should be easier now that I’m not spending so much on gambling. Don’t think I realised how much I was spending every month. Trying to stay positive and feeling hopeful.