I am trying to get back on track pledging to myself I got myself into this mess I will get myself out, I have seen a councellor thought they didn’t give the best advise now my parents know I have a gambling problem.  Don’t have many resources left to exhaust – I know there is a better life out there a life free of poker machines, anxiety hardache and loss.  I am now at rock bottom, the only way is up. I feel so unloved at this very moment, coz my parents are disappointed in me. I am clinging on to hope. Moving Forward