Hands up if you're starting again...again!
I hate that this is where I am once again, but I know being angry at myself is the wrong approach.
This is the third time I've started a new journal, with a new day one. The silver lining I have is that my bank account still has a balance and the bills being charged on Monday morning will go out no problem. But I gambled again and that hurts.
The debts I have from previous gambling periods are going down, which again is a positive. These are loans with high minimum payments, so there's no option but for me to contribute. When I had credit cards before I would pay them down and then spend them again so this is definitely progress.
I think today, I just need someone else to wave and say "me too, but we'll be ok!".
Thanks for reading