I don't know what to even say
Just want to say something here.
Just recently I made a stupid mistake. I gambled away a huge portion of my savings, and I feel full of regret and guilt. I don't know how I could let myself get like that. I didn't even realize how much I was betting (online gambling) until I had lost it. Then it just hit me how bad I really messed up, and there's nothing I can do about it. I really don't know what to do, so I've come here for support.
That's all for now. When I have more time and have healed a bit perhaps I'll open up more. Just right now I feel like a worthless pathetic loser. I'm not looking for sympathy, just want to rant a bit and hopefully there's a way I can get back at least some of the money (besides gambling more) and find a way to never do it again.