I really need your help
I'm not even sure I'm doing this right. I registered about 15 mins ago and really need to write this stuff down and hope for help and support. I need to take this first step to recovery I can't continue down this road. It eats away at me and having a bet is on my mind 24-7 I've had breaks in the past and thought I could do this on my own but I can't as I always end up back in the same place. My wife as stood by me and really tried her best to be supportive but I always seem to go back to betting. I lie and sneak about it. I make excuse up to what drives me to gamble and i know that's not the reason but i try to reason it.
I feel I will loose my wife and daughters if I carry on any longer so I had to take this step now. Please tell me it's the right move and that I can begin to get my life back on track one step at a time