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#48876
MurrS7
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I relapsed after 40 days g free. I was feeling so amazing
I was saving again working part time while in school for a measly 16$ per hour. I went to the casino nye knowing I shouldn’t and mix alcohol in I blackout and lose every penny I have made in 2 months of working hard 16$ per hour all gone in a matter of 2 hours just over 3k. I am so ashamed of myself I can’t believe I did it again. Please you don’t want to feel this pain. It is so hard to earn and we blow it in minutes and hours. Now I am in debt again it’s a bad feeling but it’s a new year I want to make this next 365 days gamble free and I know you can too. Think of the feeling of losing when you want to try to risk it. It’s not worth it. I’m sure you can hear the pain in my sentences. Nearly with tears in my eyes what I have done to myself and my loved ones during
My 10 years of gambling.