I'm not giving up!
I'm starting my new thread earlier than I had anticipated. I've had 1 counseling session. Thankfully, I was able to get in quickly due to a cancellation. There is only one place in town that I can go. My counselor seems nice. I'm not sure if we click or not. It's too early for me to determine. I'm not holding back! I feel like this is the first time that I have been totally truthful and not sugar coated anything. My insurance will pay for 16 sessions. Which I am grateful for. I've decided to only buy Xmas gifts for the Grandkids. No adult presents. Everyone agrees. This makes it more stress free. I'd rather give gifts to my children for their birthdays. So I'm still fighting! Not giving in. I am very hopeful!!!