I now have acknowlegde that I have a problem with gambling. This is after I have taken money from my work, my home, my mom. I am in the trouble with work that got me to realized that I have a problem. I am about to come forward and tell my boss. I am so ashamed of what I did. I am going to tell my husband tonight of my problem and hope he is understanding. I have told my inlaws and they are very strong for me and helping me see the light at the end of this. I have my first GA meeting on Sunday and my first counselor meeting on Tuesday.
I hope I can get thru this and get strong for my family. I have an eight year old son who I love very much. I don't want him to get caught up in this. I love my husband of 17 years of marraige. He is my best friend. I feel ashame for not telling him and lying to him about everything. I hope he will be strong for me and stay with me through this very difficult times.
Any moral support, I will appreciate it.I want to have my life back