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    • #8600
      Rayman10
      Participant

      In the light I am me

      but by night the demon comes to be

      i watch from inside as the number rolls 

      as the fear and excitement takes it toll

      On top of the world again i feel in control 

      only to be realise my greed and ego has dug a hole.

      Posessed by this shadow again

       but im not to blame

      i run to the excorcism, to purge the demon out

      but i miss the train again and again

      When will it end i pray

      because the demon says he never goes away.

       

       

       

    • #8602
      Rayman10
      Participant

      i never know an addiction that could ruin someone in such a short space of time. Just last month i was gamble free and finacially recovering and 2 nights was all it took to hit …i want to bury myself in a hole atm

    • #8603
      Johnny B
      Participant

      The gains are so slow… and I am finding for the people who recover for awhile, the relapse becomes worse and worse… almost like making up for lost time! Probably the psyche telling us we shouldn’t be doing it, so go for it for now. And then the house of cards come crashing down.

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