hello all …..new to this….here i go…first started gambling maybe 15 years ago,im 40 now,…i have lost everything…i am in debt, lost  on mainly sports betting and the awful roulette machines..ive become over the years a sort of recluse,dont wanna mix with my friends , just wanted to gamble,once i start to bet i become obsessed,chase chase chase….until ive done all my wages, most months over my overdraft and no money for food etc..      i live in a rented room in my friends house…sometimes unable to pay my monthly rent,i owe my friend hundreds now,her patiance has ran out with me.      gambling is my love, my life , my hobby….EVERYTHING..things have to change …this is my first post..hope it makes sense….