My story

Hello one and all, My name is maxme and I have a serious problem with roulette machines. I will pretty much gamble away everything, without a second glance. its pretty much groundhog day, every month in the same bookies, same machine, I loose my wages. My gambling got so bad, the money didn't even matter. its was the buzz, the feeling of euphoria when your number hits, even the smell of the bookies. Its a world I want to leave behind. Gambling as cost me my dignity. I have lied to the people I care about the most, especially my wife. thinking about what gambling has resorted me to makes me sick. But I need help, I am flat on my face and I need help. I desperately want to kick this habit.