Ray of Hope
It's late here and I must go to bed for work tomorrow. I will tell you my story in coming days... For now, I want to say, "Thank You" to all the people who post here. If gambling sites are the most negative things the internet has produced, then this site is on the other side of the spectrum - one of the most positive internet creations.
For the first time in awhile, I feel positive and have a purpose, even if it's for the next few days. I am going to commit to healing myself and follow through. I believe I have it in me to kick the disease after 14 years. I will not hide behind my lies and my disease. I will get better every day.