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Dear diary,
Today, I finally get  to talk to the person I enjoy being with
I accuse her of not being there for me when I really needed her this year
I accuse her of  shutting me out and *****,
being manipulative and running away when I have problems
I realized after I have spoken to her, I have been doing the same thing to her many *****
When I was gambling, I been ***** to her
I told her I was running errands, in actual fact she knew I went gambling.
I was doing all the wrong things, now I realized I was wrong.
This relationship may have ended, I ask her for forgiveness
I ask her to forgive me for all the harm and pain I brought to her