Thank you Nancy and Marilee, those words were appreciated more than you know.
I feel that i am in limbo at the moment, that the world is standing still until these results come through, the way its going it will not be till next week so i have a ways to go. I actually feel emotionally empty right now, i have no feeling, i am numb. What i do know is that it will be ok, whatever happens. It feels like its taking an eternity.
I actually thought yesterday that i might have a look at an online gambling site. That thought was quickly erased but i am going to install betfilter. I have never ever thought of online gambling before, and i never thought i would consider it, the need to zone out is pretty strong at the moment, so i had better get on with it before disaster strikes.
Dont get me wrong, i do not want to gamble, i have come to far to want to go back there, i just need to pop up another barrier to reduce temptation.
I hope you all have a wonderful gamble free day,
Bye for now, Kathryn xxFighting the good fight…One day at a time
