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Lynda1959
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Hi Laura,
Thanks for your comment. You hit the nail on the head when you said, ”I don’t deserve this God, what have I done to deserve this?” I often have said those exact words after I lost..lots of times. And, I also have cried many times after putting myself in this situation many, many times. Why don’t I ever learn? I say that I’m not happy until I’m miserable. Sad and very odd to say but, so true for some reason. Sounds like I’m a crazy lunatic but, it’s the gambling sickness.

I’ve also compared my money that I lost to others that buy expensive clothes, jewelry, go on trips, etc. That’s their thrills and excitement so, my gambling and winning or losing is my thrill. Trying to make excuses like that is wrong I know because there is more to life than just sitting here gambling my life away and wasting money that I can’t afford.

I will do my best to stay strong as you say Laura and hold off the urge to gamble when my annuity comes in. Thank you so much for your support and good luck with your continued success!

Thanks again!
Lynda