Hello Daniel,
Congrats on completing 45+ days Clean. This means you have crossed the first mini milestone.
@Cruising247
Don’t let your guard down there will be lot of hiccups in this journey, but we have to stay strong in any way we can. I used to go through the same pain, but somehow I am able to control it.
Just want to share what I used to do when I am sad or feel urge to play; I used to write anything on this forum or notepad. Used to draw my imagination on the piece of paper. Like yesterday I was drowning in the water and when I am trying to come out; Gambling Demon is going to push back me in the water.
This time, except my GA family no one knows the harsh reality of mine. So, I just share my sorrow/remorse here.
Wish, we all can come up Strong and beat this demon day by day.