Day 17 and still gamble free. I am fighting the urges daily. They sneak up on me when I go to sit down on my couch all of the time. That little voice in my head that reminds me of how “relaxing” it is to play slots on my phone is here now, every day. I am still good with the blocks so I cannot give in because I CANNOT give in. I am waiting for the day that I just say no because I dont want to. How long does that take? I was listening to the single guys at work talking about the plans for vacations this year now that covid restrictions have been lifted. I am feeling that pain in my heart when I think about failing myself and my daughter financially. I as so good before this and I want to be good again. I will keep trying to not want to gamble and until that comes into play, gamban will have to be my hero. I hope that you are all strong and gamble free today
