[Dark Energy]

Day#14,
for the last 2 days, I was watching the charts, I has an urge to “invest” but this urge is gone now, I know it is my addictive brain trying to find a way to gamble, and investing is just a trojan horse that will lead me to day trade and gamble again.

I have added the site that I was following the charts on to my web-blocker software, so no more charts checking.
it is worth notice even though I didn’t relapse, I was not in my normal mental state during this period, I was quite occupied by that thoughts, and I didn’t do the tasks that I planned to do during these days, this could be related to urges or maybe it is just laziness.
anyhow two weeks passed so far and I hope this recovery will continue.