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ashamedofmyself
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EDIT: Looks like my posts needed moderator approval which is why it looks like I posted 3 updates back to back.

Seems like we do have very similar issues in life but honestly if I knew it would take 3-4 months to pay it off, I wouldn’t be as depressed as I am now knowing that I’ll be paying my debt for next 10 years. Knowing that my kid will be 11 years old when I’ll finally be able to buy her nice things. I feel like I’m a terrible terrible dad….

Day 2 of being Gambling free:
My anxiety is killing me… I went to a grocery store today to buy food for my family and at home I checked my bank account to see that I have $50 left for the remaining of 13 days of this month before my salary comes.

I looked into what I could sell to make up $150-200 to survive rest of the month but I couldn’t find anything. Nothing that wouldn’t go unnoticeable by my wife.

I know I just need to survive 13 days and next month will be easier.. The reason I’m this broke right now is because I gambled and lost $700. I know if I continue my gambling free life, I will be able to pay my debts on time and survive the months to come even if I’ll struggle to have some joy in life.

I’ll keep you all posted on the solutions I found to survive this month.

Stay gambling free my friends!

  • This reply was modified 1 year, 9 months ago by charles.
  • This reply was modified 1 year, 9 months ago by ashamedofmyself.