[lavende94]

Day#12 gamble free

But the thought is killing me is side. Today I didn’t have urge to gamble , but dis coming Friday is my payday and I have lot that am owing and my salary cannot cover.

Am struggling to come up with plan . I keep thinking wat if on the same day friday I place a bet , what if I win and I settle some.

This is my reality am facing, and I hope and pray not to bet. LUCKLY I request my husband to monitor the account and currently I don’t have any online betting account but its hard

Hopefully I will pass this Friday without gamble. And pray Monday to get a bed in rehab that am waiting for.