Thank you Charles, for your response & help…!
Part of me (probably a big part!)
Would like to be able to
Control and enjoy gambling….
But like you say-
If I could control the amount of money I spent on gambling then I wouldn’t be on this forum-you are right😀
I guess I am probably trying to control the addiction?
I just know there is a part of me that wants to try so hard to control and enjoy gambling, and spend a certain allotted amount of money, but then I always seem to overspend on gambling which should tell me there’s no control…
As far as posting with some good sobriety news, I guess I just wanted to be a
Positive inspiration for people on the forum here ….but then again I struggle so mightily while trying to get even a week of sobriety….
I guess that’s why they say “one day at a time“ because we never know how we are going to feel the next day, I just know for a fact there are days that I don’t really need to gamble – and I could care less if I gamble, and then there other days where gambling has been on my mind every minute of every hour😩