I really cannot figure out how I stop drinking and slot machines
they are the reasons I seek help for addiction and the reason that brought me into recovery.
I keep on slipping and relapsing for many years until one day I was able to stop completely.
Drinking and slot machine was my biggest problem 17 years ago.
I need to know how I stop drinking and slot machine completely
because I need to stop all form of gambling completely.
Why didn’t I do it again –
I was afraid
I cannot win
I would lose all my money eventually sooner or later
I would surely lose my mind
I could not stop after I start, it was progressive, I would completely lose control of myself
There was no benefit that I can get from drinking and slot machines
Self-medication with alcohol and slot machine did not work for me
Almost every attempt made matter worst and I regret every time.
Alcohol and slot machine turn me into a different person
Watching myself turn into a sick person was very painful and heart breaking.
Alcohol and slot machine gave me no hope.
Why did I struggle to stop all form of gambling completely?
Why did I gamble?
It was largely due to my beliefs that
I can stop gambling at will whether I win or lose before it become progressively uncontrollable.
I can win money some of the time. I cannot remember the ending of every win was the same all the time, I carry on gambling, and I always lose all the money in the end.
Gambling gives me hope
Gambling can give me the money I want.
Gambling can grow my money.
Gambling can provide me the money to solve my financial problem.
I cannot accept the truth that
Gambling offers me no hope every single time
Gambling steal and rob all my money so quickly before I realize it every single time
Gambling destroyed and wipeout all my saving every single time.
Gambling brings hardship and suffering every single time.
Gambling caused me to lose my self-confident and trust every single time.
Gambling was not the solution to my problem.
Gambling did not solve my financial problem.
Gambling was the cause of my poverty, borrowing and heavy debt every single time.
Gambling was the cause of my family misery; I cannot provide and look after them financially every single time.
No one tell me that gambling, drug, alcohol, and sex can destroy lives and relationship.
They are evil.
This is what happen to me.
I do things that are not pleasing to God.
- This reply was modified 1 year, 9 months ago by notyoung56.
- This reply was modified 1 year, 9 months ago by notyoung56.
- This reply was modified 1 year, 9 months ago by notyoung56.