Year 2023 start with a new opportunity, but I do not have the confident to carry out my duty due to my history and past failures.
I have found a new job and I wish that I can stay on this job for the rest of the year. Ever since Covid-19 started, I have struggle to keep a job. I have lost 3 jobs last year and was unemployed 5 months.
I need to provide my family and keep up with my repayment plan in the new year. Last year was not perfect, I have failed many times to do the right thing, but I still manage to keep up with my commitments every month. I am afraid in the new year.
Dear Heavenly Father, I feel very weak, helpless and useless. I pray for your courage to change me; the courage to be brave; the courage to do the right thing; the courage to accept that I cannot gamble. I am very guilty and ashamed of what I have done in the past; I regret all my wrongdoings; please forgive me for all my sins and have mercy on me. As I continue this journey and living this life, please protect me from all evil and do not let me fall into temptations. May your Will be done, not mine. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, Amen.