It was a distraction, and it threaten to spoil my mood today. It was about some thing, some one or some place imperfect. I want to fix the situation and fix it quick but I found out I could not fix the problem immediately.
When I was troubled by a bigger problem, I could not pay attention to all the small problems. I cannot notice them. When I have a big problem, I was more than happy to accept and live with all the small problems peacefully. I only want the big problem to go away but after I have fixed my big problem, I allow my small problem to become the biggest problem I ever had. I would lose my peace, become disturb and unhappy.
I have a very bad habit of losing my happiness, gratitude and contentment very quickly by chasing after something I do not have and losing everything I have in the end. It was so painful.
I cannot keep on chasing and wanting more and more. I need to stay focus and work hard to keep and protect what I have today.
I can only do it one day at a time.
- This reply was modified 1 year, 7 months ago by notyoung56.
- This reply was modified 1 year, 7 months ago by notyoung56.
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