[risingphoenix]

Thanks JVR, Kin, DE and Charles for your support and kind words.

Your words mean much more to me than you can ever imagine. I am truly grateful to be able to share my feelings with you all.

I am very disappointed in myself. I feel like burying myself in the bed and not wanting to get up. I am angry, ashamed and confused. I was doing so good abstaining and suddenly I lost control.

My resolve to stay gamble free is now stronger than ever before and I just need to put one foot ahead of another and stay gamble free again. One day at a time. Today I did not gamble. Today is Day 2!