[mustafas]

Devil is still here but we are not best friends anymore. I knew I would not be able to exclude it from my life in an instant but even knowing that its here with me makes me stronger. I was so afraid to look into its eyes, now I can do it and say “hello bro”. Amount of my bets went down significantly. When winning, its easy to stop. Harder part is to stop when you’re losing. But amount is very low regardless. Generally if I had money in my bank account, I would be definitely betting. Now I got some money, feeling the pressure but trying new ways to trick my mind. It seems working but you never know.