Beautiful day!
Yesterday marked one week since I placed a bet. It was nice but at the same time, I know tough times lie ahead. The next week is critical for me because I will get a little bit of extra money (from multiple jobs I’m working). Anytime I get extra change my mind tells me lies, lies of being able to control the addiction. Lies of “its only $120” you can afford that. Before I know it, that 120 is 1200 in the hole.
My plan for these upcoming paydays, one I have the gamban on my phone which eliminates the opportunity to deposit money using my phone. Two, I am going to hold myself accountable daily by posting here; and three reminding myself that gambling impacts my life in a negative way.
I hope all of you have a great day and I look forward to continuing on this journey with yall.
