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Hi @lilac88

Im so glad you sought out support for yourself. Maybe a great starting place would be to know more about you, Would you consider starting your own thread

It takes courage to admit we have suicidal thoughts, have you contacted anyone to talk these through ? I believe your in the USA, please reach out and speak to someone http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/suicide-hotlines-us.html

Im looking forward to following your own thread