Hi Onthelastnerve
I hope you will come back because nothing is more important than seeking a gamble-free life with the right support and gaining understanding of yourself.
So many times in life, we ‘think’ we have explored every avenue for a solution to a problem but then having found no answer we give up. On this site, we do not give up but recognise that there is always time to try something different.
I believe that you are here because you want to try something different and I want you to know that you are being heard.
Continue your thread and await the support you deserve.
Velvet