Well done on getting back here.
As you have found, we are never cured.
If we need help to stop gambling then it is best to keep using support to help us stay stopped. You hadn’t posted since April, have you been using other support?
If you use professional support great. But professional support tends to run it’s course and come to an end. That’s when some form of continued support is important.
You will stop again, this time keep posting.