Reality was terrible.
Without my health, everything fall apart.
I cannot hold my job, I cannot provide the family, pay my bills and service my loans.
I cannot imagine what it can do to my recovery.
Is it going to make matter worst?
Where is gambling inside all these
I cannot see gambling in the picture stress or no stress
I maybe wrong
I cannot underestimate what stress can do to a person
A person can do the most unimaginable under stress.