[Dark Energy]

here we go again, today is the 7th Day free of gambling, this time I reached 80+ days and then relapsed…
the golden words that come to my mind these days are ( abstinence is not recovery ) I guess no one could value these words more than I do especially in the last few days, when you relapse that many times like I did you start doubting your self you start to doubt everything.
but I think these words are the answer (abstinence is not recovery) it seems all I was doing was abstinence without a real recovery.