Working on the potential risk and loopholes in my recovery today.
Is helping me to work on my laziness and complacency in my recovery.
Why didn’t I do it in the past?
1. I was lazy and did not think it was necessary.
2. I was complacent and took things for granted.
3. I have under estimated this small hole in the ship. I did not think this small hole can grow in size or sink the whole ship.
4. I was not willing to put in the extra effort and work to get thing done in the past.
5. If I am willing to do it, I did not have the urgency to do it, I did not think it is important, I will procrastinate and tell myself, “Next time” or “Later” and “Next time” or “Later” never come.
6. Until one day I could not resist the temptation to gamble and lost all the money in my hand.
I only need to remove the risk and stay away from danger today.
Tomorrow, I do the same thing.
I do it one day at a time.