Leonardo da Vinci said, knowing is not enough; we must apply
I needed a power greater than myself to help me do it.
My energy is fully recharge and restored today, I have the strength to do it.
The heart is deceitful and evil, I had to handover the excess money to someone to safekeep for me. I have removed the risk for today.
This will help protect me from suffering obsessive thought, that keeps repeating itself, telling me to use this sum of money to gamble
The next time I have thought and feeling on the time to gamble, and the place to gamble, I do not have the money to follow and act out the thought and feeling.
I need to put down the burden, the longer I hold on to the obsessive thought, the more powerful and strong it will become in the end.
Before handing over the money, I had one passing thought to gamble, and after handing over the money, this thought just disappear.
You can walk away from some one and some place.
How do you run away from something or thought that follow you inside your head everywhere you go.
Not everyone can understand me unless they have the same problem.