27 December 2023 at 3:06 pm
#186182
kin
Participant
I suffer from impulse control disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder, I suffer from impulsive and compulsive behaviors. I was a compulsive gambler.
If I know it was wrong and still go ahead to place the first bet. I was disobedient, willful, unremorseful and unrepentant.
I refuse to follow law and order.
I was determine to do what I want to do even if they are wrong
I was not sorry
I did not feel any regret or guilt.
When my self-will is running riot in my life
I will lose control of my mind and behavior
The price is heavy
I will face a serious consequence
I need mercy, forgiveness and help to bring back the law and order into my life.