The simplest thing can be the most difficult thing for me to do.
More than 18 years ago, I do not know how to do the simplest thing like paying my phone bill every month. After so many years, I have learned to be responsible by action and not talk, I pay my bill first.
I was hoping that I could be like many people who shared about their relapse in GA,AA,NA and other support group meetings that I attended. They have something I want, they are able to provide their family every month but I cannot and I do not understand why. After so many years, I have learned to be responsible and loving by action and not talk, I have become like them now, I was able to provide my family every month for more than 7 years.
I am not miserable anymore, I have learned to enjoy my recovery.
I only need to stay focus on today. I do not worry about my past and future.
Tomorrow I do the same, my task has become smaller and more achievable every day.
- This reply was modified 8 months ago by kin.