Hi Jasmine 😊, I‘m happy to read your comment..
since I started writing in this forum, a lot has changed in my life. The past years I’ve always had „gambling attacks“ which came over me spontaneously when I was in an „emotional overload“.
All my good thoughts and plans were destroyed in a few seconds when I went to a casino page for „just playing a few euros“.. when I started playin, I played till the last cent was gone.
In this state of mind I forgot all important things in my life, priorities changed immediately.
To write all my thoughts and my stories, helped me to understand and to recognize what’s going on. I always knew that it was nonsense to gamble all my money away, but I didn’t realized it that way as I did when I read all my postings and looked at them from a „higher position“ like an other person would look on it.
Often I gambled just once a month, but that was enough to destroy all- cause payday was also just once a month 😒..
How do you came to this forum? Are you a new member? Tell me about your experiences with gambling if you like 😊