I am thankful today was no different from my first gamble free day.
I am grateful to do the same thing that has help me stay gamble free on my first day.
I am grateful and thankful to journal, it has help me get heal and recover.
Journaling has played a very big part in helping me stay focus on my recovery.
It has help me develop more self-discipline, as I need to put in the time and effort.
Regular practice helps me to strengthen my determination, willpower and self-control.
But once I stop doing all the things that is helping me to stay gamble free
I can easily get distracted, lose focus and lack self-disciple; my willpower and self-control can grow weaker over time
I am concern that I will be setting myself up to fail if I stop doing all the things that has help me stay gamble free on my first day. I am not required to like journaling, I am only required to do the journaling.
It will not be fair if I was force to do something. My God has given me the free will, I was given the free choice to choose what I want to do.
Many times I have follow my ways and the result was disastrous.
Slowly I return to my old ways. I am pretty sure my ways does not work!
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