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Hi Kin,
Thank you for your kind words.

That last share was back in August.
But, to be honest I am back in that place again. If I had $1,000 for all the times I have started over, I would be very rich by now.
I am so tired… But, I will continue to start over until I get it right. I continue to question why me, why do I have a compulsive gambling problem. But, I just don’t know.
I just want to be delivered from this, and healed. I feel like I’m crazy sometime, like something is wired wrong in my brain. Stopping sounds so easy, but it’s not. I have honestly tried so many times to stop, but I just go running back.
I’m just venting, I just went and lost some money I didn’t have to lose…
But, I’m ok….

One day at a time….one day at a time.