Gambling has made me lose control of my emotions. Gambling has this mood-altering capability; it can made me feel so nervous when I am losing and so happy when I was winning.
Horse racing was for me the most exciting and thrilling. Next was baccarat and sport betting. I could really feel the adrenaline rush. Adrenaline, also known as epinephrine, is a stress hormone.
An adrenaline rush feel like anxiousness, nervousness, or pure excitement as your body and mind are preparing for the result. The short wait for the win or loss result feels like forever. It was the most intense physical feeling of excitement; my heart was beating so hard and fast.
I was attracted to these high-risk situations for the adrenaline rush that accompanies the gambles. If no money was involved, there is no risk of losing and excitement of winning. It becomes so dull and boring.
Today I do not wish to have any roller coaster emotions and stress from gambling.
I prefer simple joy in peace, quiet and calm.
I am really grateful and appreciate each gamble free day.
- This reply was modified 6 months, 3 weeks ago by kin.